teach me ];

teach me what to do ?
my dear sisters .
what am i gonna do when things turn out this way ?
you know i'm a brainless, dumb, stupid, vacuous .
teach me , pleaseeees .
why don't even wanna care about what i'm facing now ._.
i not purposely want to trouble you guys with this problem i'm facing now .
yea , you guys give me lots and lots of advice , but is my fault not to listen .
every single night , i'm thinking .
because of you , i've lifeless nights .
its isn't what i want .
i hate talking on phone with you , when you kepp shout at me .
i hate it when everything come by and yet you are shouting at me .


nahs , nothing gonna change my mind .
it really make me mad when i think of it .
it make me feel like crying everytime .
it make me feel so freaking heartpain.
it make me feel so freaking down .


nahs , nehmind ^^
everything shall say ad\fter my olevel .
EVERYTHING . not gonna even start a relationship right now .
k , bye peeps , seventh months is coming ;o
i'm off to work ~